adrima84 @ 2010-11-29T17:31:00
Today was so time, the point where I had to ask me how stupid I was the last years. How far
has driven me something I like to have someone focus and energy to have any - to show that person that I want them. All what he does and I will try to iron out falscht in any way want to help and advice to stand aside.
All this seems so wrong now. My life has interested him in any way, yet it has consumed me in a way that I just today only be described as disgusting. So often I see myself on the verge of a nervous breakdown and transform always just ask me I only wanted to:
do you tell me how you have not even set up your apartment? How did it go today in the work? Can you imagine watching this film today?
Simple, non-moving issues. Just questions where I notice it is a little bit back from the friendship. That to me also shows that it is perfectly fine if I can not control myself. It is understood that certain things I never, never hear not. The
you to consideration for.
I am ashamed I still for the time I made this pillow.
stupid so and so naive I was.
But in fact, should the be so in any way. I have considered it as well. As justified. At the time I was so sure that it is absolutely good.
And now I need to ask me the realization that I am a person who sees people as friends that are just offensive. I have good memories of my better days and it still is so.
But rather I believe that this is only a wish. No one is more like I got to know them. None. Really none.
And that's what makes me good at the moment so ready.
All that I want to close this Personal one and the same time I will not have me. Then they are there, intentionally or by accident and it happens.
And again and again.
alone when I think about who has everything, this pillow well somehow in the arm. One well with what was so important at the time and what is only a product or a memorial of my own naive stupidity today.
I would like to undo it but I will probably only the one choice - of learning from it.
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