It is still difficult, but I realize how I really feel better slowly.
I only liked a better result would have required surgery, even if the last engagement before, I would like to go now That's pretty good.
My heart aches are the last days has become less about really. I sleep through something even better, with the only food I do with difficulty.
After the year I've really all "wannabe's" relieved and I believe that was the biggest change for me, which has also helped me the most. Sure it will not be easy but there are small steps on the at least I'm always proud now.